7 Eleven

Assalamualaikum...

today i have starting my new jo..actually its not my first day because i have been working at the same company but at different location..it is 7 Eleven shop...since it nearly to my house so i just take 5 minutes early from my house to the 7e shop.on my first day at 7 Eleven Laguna,the works that they give to me not so much different my old 7e at Central Square but since this 7e much bigger than the old 7e and this 7e is a corporate,so there is so much things that i have to clean up at their procedure actually 90% exactly same like the old 7e..

what am i want to story here is..the store manager,the staff were so friendly,they makes me feel comfortable to worked there its makes me feels sad because i will be leave the 7e for the new branch that will be opened this 18 June.i hope everything will be fine.about my new 7e(Laguna),the surrounding,working environment,were totally different woth my old 7e..at my old 7e,our staff are not allowed to eat 7e things and we have tobuy the outsider food and we have 1 hour break for every 12 hours working.at my new 7e,our staff are allowed to eat in 7e and buy 7e food.i think that is an advantage for working with corporate 7e.

7e company will open their new branch and i think not only at area kedah but also the entire malaysia so for those who still seeking for a job,why not you joined our company and make your days full of funs.GOOD LUCK!!

Let It Go

Assalamualaikum..

its been awhile i didnt update my blog...starts from that last week until today so much things that happen in my life...my birthday,my new job,my new friends and someone that i... its been so hard to through all this days..so many tears came out,i tried to be a strong girl.i tried to pretend that nothing happened.but at the end..i couldnt lie to myself,im so hurt,im so sad,i felt alone,no one besides me,no one asking me whether im alright or not.

but something big just happened today..today is the day that im waiting for almost 1 year..even i cried a lot but at last im grateful that im see it by myself..someone that i...came to my house with his love one..i tried to pretend that im feel nothing at all.since they start to go,my tears slowly falling down,i couldnt control myself,my mouth keep saying 'Allahuakhbar' because i feel there's strength inside me everytime i said 'Allahuakhbar'

at that time,i feel like im nothing,empty,i feel so hurt,theres' no meaning in my life..but there's one thing in my mind.get the wuduk and pray to Allah,,Allah always listening.we were never be alone..i feel some peaceful after wuduk and prayer.at that time i just realize that life is too short to always crying for something are not meant for me so just redha with what happen to me,i just pray for their happiness with full of my heart.i just hope that i can forget him as soon as posibble or i can just lost my memory..

i could lie to myself that i loved him so much,maybe he's not meant to be mine but thats okay..i can loved him in my heart..keeps smile and move on..let the past be past and i dont want to delete ours memory..let its stayed in my heart and my mind until the time (for me to let go) came.

sincerely aidan...